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Super long weekend

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 05:51:04 GMT

Spending my public holiday lazing around and doing nothing but managed to get soemtime off my working hours and sit there just simply lazing around would be the best solution at times. Self denial and contemplating to take up the offer is always a headache. I hate multiple choice but well, given a situation as what I am now, I am thinking whether is that feasible for me to go aheadn with the decision. I have discuss with Mr E and he has given me the support but come on, its not like 1 or 2 months its a long long comittment that I have to endure and have to ensure whether the path that I am taking is really what I see that I am going thru. I think that it still boils down whether I shall put career ahead of family. Family? Don't be mistaken about that cause every girl would wish to have a family of their own and I believe that its a matter of time for settlement. Am I ready?

Mr E was asking me why I wish to close my blog since that I have my blog donkey years ago but then, I am still thinking whether its time to start a new blog and start to move on to a new blog and keep it with my loves one instead of just doing a search on google or yahoo which I believe that everyone can simply do that and manage to search my blog though! Opps...

This super long weekend shall head over to Mr "Alif" house for mahjong session! Should I go now? Super draggy on a Saturday afternoon...maybe I should go ahead and play with them! Should I ? Haha...Alright, meet the rest at night for dinner then!!! Good bye everyone!!!

Lost...

Tue, 24 Nov 2009 12:49:17 GMT

Just back from my trip to Genting...Its more like a retreat but then, its super duper tiring and can you imagine me sleeping throughout the bus ride and basically everyone is doing the same time but probably because due to the lack of sleep during working hours can really kills me off... I hate bus ride and I guess the next time I go there shall be just airplane to KL and take a bus ride up!!! Hahaa....Well, since its with the girls, it must be quite fun cause get to know them well. Poor XT, she lost her camera but I guess she will be able to get a new one next year after the bonus! I can't wait for bonus to really come soon...So sad... :(

Anyway, I have another 16 days to make a decision, another 4 months to go, another 1 month to go...When will all these comes to an end..Getting more busie don't as compared to the past and worst off to fight with the super duper idiotic department. I just don't understand the dept people. One sentence to throw them: "What goes around, comes around!" Retribution! Thats what I always believe in that. Anyway, I shall leave with the fate and move on to a new and greener pasture! I believe that everyone feels the same...I am dragging each day to hope that I will be a happy one instead what I am now...

More pics, please refer to my FB...I have uploaded there... Should I close my blog? What you think? Mr E has been very concerned with me and I guess its good cause I have a big decision to make now...Let me think about it...

Idiots everywhere

Sat, 14 Nov 2009 20:36:41 GMT

Just back home after watching 2012 and its like 0436h in the morning and rushing the whole day by just rushing to hospital and rushing to cinema...Well, lets not talk about it. Something in my heart that is always wondering what's wrong and around her are fake people that I feel like puking. Well, those that know me well enough, I am not a good actress and people are simply just faking their way. When you tell them not to tell others, they will just simply go around tell others. Thats why I don't know whats going on. My word of advice especially at work is that never speak the truth cause you never know what will happened to you unless you know that things are going to be positive to you.

I am trying to and hope that things will come real soon. I can't stand working with the people here and especially in somewhere that I hate to be with but got to learn to be positive in life. I am trying to fake my way thru and I must learn the survival skill to working everywhere. This is something that I am still mastering myself in order to survive in such a fake world like what it is now. Too fake too fake! At times that I just wish to puke and vomit it all out. The sight just simply cause me uneasy and uncomfortable. I hope for things to be better. Eva got to learn her way to be the best actress award! I am learning...And of course hiding her feelings seems a good way to survive! When will I be mastering that skill?

Shall head to lala land...The sights and everything just make me feel like puking!!! I hate those people!!! Idiots!!

2012 graphic is good but I slept in the middle part which Mr E says that I always do when watching movie with him. I save those precious moments and exciting ones when I am super awake!!!

Service

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 05:25:30 GMT

Its great to visit hospital for not wearing mask. Just recall that the last time I went to hospital for my follow up was wearing the mask and its just so uncomfortable! Just wonder how the guys from hospital are able to work under that condition. Went for my follow up today and guess what, 3 hours of waiting and S** staff commented, cause subsidized patient got to wait at least 45 minutes and I have waited for damn 3 hours for everything to be done. Wasted my whole afternoon and just sat there. Unable to connect online and just reading my newspaper and get myself some good rest though! I think its time for me to write to S** for their poor service. Does that means that subsidized patient have to wait and private patient have priority? Aren't we same cause we are also patients and also does that mean that we have to be treated unfairly. I just don't understand. Singaporean got the priviledge to enjoy the subsidized rate and that was what the hospital comments. Pretty disappointed to hear that though! Anyway, Doctor mentioned that my voice box was infected and thus would have to visit them back after 6 weeks of medication. I hate doing the nasalscopy!

Anyway I am just hooping for the better though and embark to greater heights real soon and I guess I must really treat myself as a sponge and absorb as much as I can. Like what my boss mentioned, you got to start making your own decision and ensure that you will excel in life and make sure you can stand on your feet! This is what he told me today. I am doing well so far in terms of getting busier as compared to the past which is a good thing though. I am working well right now with both the management level as well as the production level. I am not sure if I were to move to a new environment, will I still stand as what I am right now? I am seriously in a skeptical mood which I don't wish to learn about it though!

These are some of the foods that we enjoyed over the past few weekends! Great food buy sinful! Do pardon the photos quality as it is taken by a super duper 2 megapixel camera only!

Work and opportunity

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 12:14:02 GMT

Inspired by my friend blog about her job hunting process and how she make it to the date that she finally able to embark on a new journey and finally doing something that she has long wanted to do. You go girl~ I really admire her long determination in finding something that she long she wish for and I always feel that life is always about opportunities and about hopes. I believe that whatever it is, life still moves on with it and of course, no one knows what lifes ahead but I can say that I wish that everything will just be fine for me.

In a short span of just one month, things have change drastically in myself and in my mentality to think what I wish to do in future. Everyone has been speculating whether I have quit the job. I would say that I am on the verge but something holding me back and it boils down to thinking about what lies ahead and decided to give myself another chance. Indeed, everything just falls in nicely and hope that it will just be fine for me. Learning it the hard way!

I guess will keep you guys updated on my status in future! Work hard for a better future!!!!

Lazing Sunday

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 09:14:32 GMT

I hate my computer cause I just finish typing an entry and it hangs and I got to restart my computer! Should I buy a new laptop again? Sianz... Anyway, since it is still surviving right now, I guess shall wait till it dies on me. Choy! Its Sunday and I just lie myself in bed and sleep. Boring for me! Should I head out since its still early? Still thinking whether should I go out? Sianz...

Last week was a busy week for me to learn new things, taking new responsibiltiies and building our profile and also get a chance/opportunity for everyone. We have to make a decision as to whether we should go overseas and venture. I am thinking whether should I since I am still young and I guess I should take this opportunity to learn and ensure that I don't turn back and says that i wasted my youth. Never mind, still got time to think about it. Not now for sure though!!!

Anyway, its time to get back to my lazing sunday...

Tuesday a fresh day!

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 07:48:31 GMT

Taking a breather from work and trying to type this entry cause I just received email from my Internet Friend! Well, surprised to receive your email and thanks for following my blog for the past one year and indeed one year has passed and many things have changed in my life especially in my love life that has been doing very good for the past year. And thankful for having him in my life and even my siblings commented that if I don't have him, I guess I would turn mad in one sense. But never mind, I guess throughout this relationship, I have learn to tolerate and to be more considerate and most important is to be able to control my temper. He is basically of a quiet personnel but then when it comes to big matter, he is able to calm himself and give me good advice.

I did give up a good opportunity along the way for the past few weeks. 2 infact but thinking of that, I hate multiple choices given the fact from what you guys have seen from having this blog in my earlier days till date. I hate making decisions that would effect on my future. Hate it to max though.

Now taking on new job duties, I hope that things would be fine and run smoothly. I know its going to take most of my time and I guess it would be fine after taking on the new job role! Hopefully....

Weekend...Great

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 14:02:42 GMT

Pictures shall tell a thousand words and well, met up with the girls last week for a short gathering and well, its been long time since we saw Miss Can and its very very rare to get to meet up with her and finally, its also another short gathering before our dear Snow Mud Gal turns to Mrs Zheng! Haha...Happy for her....Finally she is getting married and the next among us! Happy for her! And all because of me, Miss Cry has to come down despite her injury! Haha..Lesson learnt!

Lunch for weekend!

Weekend headed out for a swim and was supposed to go for Puala Ubin Trip but ended give it a miss and thus we decided to go for a swim instead! You guys should go to Sengkang swimming complex cause they have indoor swimming pool! Great!But try to avoid weekend cause the crowd is packed! After the swim, we headed for Pizza Hut for dinner!

Decision making

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 12:53:07 GMT

I make a harsh decision today!

Serious thoughts

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 13:39:44 GMT

I am stuck in a dilemma right now and some place that I think I shouldn't be leaving myself in such a situation and given the fact that I feel that I am out of place and everyday seems to be pretty happening and nothing of a drive for me in life and everything. Every morning waking up thinking of what to do and everything seems so administrative and worst, I am like waiting to die and I seriously want a change in my life and I hope for a better and in fact, I can see that things are going to be great and hopefully it will turn out well! I pray hard that things will go smoothly. I am waiting for life to turn for a better and hopefully be great for me. Taking a new role which is pretty 24/7 but you will get the chance to progress and move on to the new heights.

I have a friend whom has been searching for job for half a year and well, she is in for full time but then, coming to think and agree with what she says. She told me to find a job that I seriously like and hoping for a better one that you wish to build a career in. She told me to choose something that I seriously enjoy doing it then to blame that you miss the chance. You are young and you have bright future and don't waste it just like that. I agree with what she says and everything is about time and life. Money is never going to be a issue to me but its about building my career here. I want a change! Crying for a change and ensure things would be a better change! Thanks girl for these few months of motivation in term of job search!

Job defines as: a piece of work, esp. a specific task done as part of the routine of one's occupation or for an agreed price

Career defines as: success in a profession, occupation

I hope for the second though! Got to think. Eva is in serious thoughts this weekend! Should I or shouldn't ? Move on and hope for a better!