Inspired by my friend blog about her job hunting process and how she make it to the date that she finally able to embark on a new journey and finally doing something that she has long wanted to do. You go girl~ I really admire her long determination in finding something that she long she wish for and I always feel that life is always about opportunities and about hopes. I believe that whatever it is, life still moves on with it and of course, no one knows what lifes ahead but I can say that I wish that everything will just be fine for me.

In a short span of just one month, things have change drastically in myself and in my mentality to think what I wish to do in future. Everyone has been speculating whether I have quit the job. I would say that I am on the verge but something holding me back and it boils down to thinking about what lies ahead and decided to give myself another chance. Indeed, everything just falls in nicely and hope that it will just be fine for me. Learning it the hard way!

I guess will keep you guys updated on my status in future! Work hard for a better future!!!!

I hate my computer cause I just finish typing an entry and it hangs and I got to restart my computer! Should I buy a new laptop again? Sianz... Anyway, since it is still surviving right now, I guess shall wait till it dies on me. Choy! Its Sunday and I just lie myself in bed and sleep. Boring for me! Should I head out since its still early? Still thinking whether should I go out? Sianz...

Last week was a busy week for me to learn new things, taking new responsibiltiies and building our profile and also get a chance/opportunity for everyone. We have to make a decision as to whether we should go overseas and venture. I am thinking whether should I since I am still young and I guess I should take this opportunity to learn and ensure that I don't turn back and says that i wasted my youth. Never mind, still got time to think about it. Not now for sure though!!!

Anyway, its time to get back to my lazing sunday...

Taking a breather from work and trying to type this entry cause I just received email from my Internet Friend! Well, surprised to receive your email and thanks for following my blog for the past one year and indeed one year has passed and many things have changed in my life especially in my love life that has been doing very good for the past year. And thankful for having him in my life and even my siblings commented that if I don't have him, I guess I would turn mad in one sense. But never mind, I guess throughout this relationship, I have learn to tolerate and to be more considerate and most important is to be able to control my temper. He is basically of a quiet personnel but then when it comes to big matter, he is able to calm himself and give me good advice.

I did give up a good opportunity along the way for the past few weeks. 2 infact but thinking of that, I hate multiple choices given the fact from what you guys have seen from having this blog in my earlier days till date. I hate making decisions that would effect on my future. Hate it to max though.

Now taking on new job duties, I hope that things would be fine and run smoothly. I know its going to take most of my time and I guess it would be fine after taking on the new job role! Hopefully....

Pictures shall tell a thousand words and well, met up with the girls last week for a short gathering and well, its been long time since we saw Miss Can and its very very rare to get to meet up with her and finally, its also another short gathering before our dear Snow Mud Gal turns to Mrs Zheng! Haha...Happy for her....Finally she is getting married and the next among us! Happy for her! And all because of me, Miss Cry has to come down despite her injury! Haha..Lesson learnt!

Lunch for weekend!

Weekend headed out for a swim and was supposed to go for Puala Ubin Trip but ended give it a miss and thus we decided to go for a swim instead! You guys should go to Sengkang swimming complex cause they have indoor swimming pool! Great!But try to avoid weekend cause the crowd is packed! After the swim, we headed for Pizza Hut for dinner!

I make a harsh decision today!

I am stuck in a dilemma right now and some place that I think I shouldn't be leaving myself in such a situation and given the fact that I feel that I am out of place and everyday seems to be pretty happening and nothing of a drive for me in life and everything. Every morning waking up thinking of what to do and everything seems so administrative and worst, I am like waiting to die and I seriously want a change in my life and I hope for a better and in fact, I can see that things are going to be great and hopefully it will turn out well! I pray hard that things will go smoothly. I am waiting for life to turn for a better and hopefully be great for me. Taking a new role which is pretty 24/7 but you will get the chance to progress and move on to the new heights.

I have a friend whom has been searching for job for half a year and well, she is in for full time but then, coming to think and agree with what she says. She told me to find a job that I seriously like and hoping for a better one that you wish to build a career in. She told me to choose something that I seriously enjoy doing it then to blame that you miss the chance. You are young and you have bright future and don't waste it just like that. I agree with what she says and everything is about time and life. Money is never going to be a issue to me but its about building my career here. I want a change! Crying for a change and ensure things would be a better change! Thanks girl for these few months of motivation in term of job search!

Job defines as: a piece of work, esp. a specific task done as part of the routine of one's occupation or for an agreed price

Career defines as: success in a profession, occupation

I hope for the second though! Got to think. Eva is in serious thoughts this weekend! Should I or shouldn't ? Move on and hope for a better!

Dear All, its mid week once again and well, all I can say its super duper boring sitting in the classroom conducting survey for the staff. I am the surveyor though but just sit there and slack my way though there are many things to do on hand. Managed to clear quite a number of them though. It just struck me to pin down some of my thoughts I have along the way. Sometimes being too frank and being too straightforward ain't that bad after all cause you are saying things from the bottom of your heart but I guess it depends on whether the other party will be able to accept the level of directness. What I can say now is changes along the way that I sometimes wonder what happened but then, I guess its just over the night that we need new activities in life, new sparks in life and everything seems so monotonous. I am glad that at least I  know that now but its wasted but what to do when you know that nothing happened but it actually happened along the way.

Eva is pretty emo though probably due to quite a number of factors. Don't worry, nothing gonna do with Mr E. Some of them been asking me who is him and some making wild guesses on who he is. Well, I will disclose to my best friend soon. Missy Fair Lady, don't get yourself injured so easily, walk and see alright? This girl always so clumsy. I know you are ready and you know me well enough that I have my reasons to keep Mr E in secret and not put him onto table. Like I used to say, I used to be with Mr J in super high profile status that everyone seems to know and right now, Mr E seems to be doing very well or rather I would say very good cause we will not have "disturbances" along the way and we enjoyed the low profile that we are having and we indeed doing very good. Probably because of the age factors or what. I don't know whether this is actually good or bad but as long as I know that I am happy. :) If you can make it to this Friday gathering, probably will let you know..."Sounds threatening!" Haha... :)

Last week was super tiring week for me with the Badminton Tournament that can really tired you out the whole day. From morning till late afternoon and the moment I reach home, I hit on to the bed till Mr E called! Drove down to meet him and went for dinner. I dont know why Billy Bombers has always been our favourite. Yes, indeed! Try the Obama burger...Not bad though! Was chatting with Missy V the other day and she mentioned that she had a bad time with her bf. I guess got to tolerate one another and accepting the flaws. I too have my bad views about Mr E and I guess I have to tolerate! Tolerance will be a better choice.

I wil be uploading some photos shortly...GolF Tournament.... :)

Well, thank god that I am still able to blog this entry cause this morning I was almost knocked down by a S**** Swi*t at the usual bus stop that I wait for my company bus to pick me up to work. This morning sun rises exceptionally early this morning and I thought that I might be late for work so I took my time to walk to the bus stop and thinking that I will have to take a cab to work. Looking at the watch and telling myself that the sun might be up early so I walk to the bus stop at the usual speed.

At that eleventh hour, here come the white S**** Swi*t drove up the kerb and up the bus stop and thank god that he didn't knock anyone down and the car seems to be unable to stop and probably he is on medication. I guess I might be considered lucky cause the spot that he drove up the bus stop is where I usually would stand. There goes the usual uncle says, "Lucky girl, you might be knocked down by the car cause thats where you stand!" Oh my god...Telling myself that I might not be able to type this entry given the speed that he is driving. I guess no one will be injured throughout the journey. Oh my...First time experiencing that!!!

I guess I better go pray hard and ensure my safety! I just miss the death just by just few minutes!!!