Now back to blogging world since I have nothing better to do and well, previous day after the Singapore Airshow, I can say that both Mr E and myself slept for 14 hours non-stop...I guess the night before, we hardly have enough sleep due to work commitment and for myself, not so hardworking but have a great chill out time with the girls. Its been long long time since I have a great time with them and indeed an enjoyable night with them. Sorry for behaving wierd but then, I really enjoyed myself...And being the claypot...Bak Ku both are so funny...I guess I am a happy drinker...Haha...Anyway, nice night out! I guess the next time when I return shall go for another time though!

Anyway, I would say that the Singapore Airshow is a disappointment and ended with a terrible sunburnt on my chest! Yes, terrible sunburnt indeed is killing me. Thank god, there are still after sunblock lotion available after my Phuket trip! Nice one indeed. I guess you will see a sunburnt chest Eva. Haha.

Chinese New Year is just round the corner and I guess I shall be busy again with recruitment. I just don't understand why the influx again which means that business is picking up again! Oh my god! I guess everyone got to be rather busy with the workload. Endless I would say...When is the new recruit coming in? I got exactly a month to pass down my things to him or her to handle! Hopefully this person can stay as long as possible! Stress!!!!

I have many overdue photos to be uploaded...Cousin was complaining that my blog too many words. I guess its about time to do some uploading but then, I always too tired to log on and waiting for photo bucket to upload! Its killing me with the amount of photos! Will upload shortly!

 

I can't stop crying...Well, I have no reasons but then, whenever I feel stressful and aimless in life, thats when I keep crying for no apparent reason. Thats a way for me to destress myself! I keep on crying but I just can't help to stop the tears flowing from my face. Not that I am sad or I am happy but just a form of destress for me! I keep on tearing non-stop and then even Mr E also knew that I would cry whenever I feel stress but then, just closed doors on my bed and I would cry and cry! Despite that, I guess the brave front Eva has a weak point at times.

Anyway, felt much relieved until confrontation but well, don't have time to reply to her but then, I guess will do it tomorrow. Working OT alone can be rather poor thing but come to think, enjoy no phone calls, enjoy no disturbance can really keep your thoughts be constant to what you want. I don't wish to have any mistakes at work cause its unforgettable but then, with such an evil person around, I guess all kind of nonsenses will soon be around. Fake people around is what I need to learn! Master the skill of confrontation and yet maintain the fakey me is definitely something that I need to learn. The imbalance work load, the unfair distribution of work load is really a time for me to let go and hopefully it will come soon if everything runs smoothly.

I want to move on away from what I am going thru...I hope and wish for a better me to excel in life and in everything. Thank you Mr E...Though I know that you have been busy with your work, thank you for taking your time to spend with me! I don't know but just want to say Thank you! I appreciate your patience and of course your "stubborness" that can tame me down. But don't go overboard hor...But anyway, thank you for your cool head for ensuring this angry me to cool downa nd analyse things in a whole new situation again! Thank you Thank you Thank you!

Its finally weekend here! I guess the past week is nothing but very very tired. I am just hoping that it will be a great week ahead of me! I guess I must start planning my stuffs, packing and bring my things over to Mr E place. Haha... Well, don't be mistaken that I will be moving over to his place but then, he says that my things are piling up so probably getting his place as the store room for me! Haha...Well, as usual, i am beginning to get used with the busy schedule at work place and I guess, a good training ground for me. Always got to think that the future lies ahead is always good. Got to be positive.

Setting my 2010 New Year Resolution
1) Losing weight of 10 kgs...(Getting started with no rice!)
2) Getting my dream house (Well, Mr E got to work hard)
3) Earning big bucks (The future lies ahead I believe I got to stop buying Gucci)
4) Maintaining a health lifestyle (Wednesday Gym session ain't enough, so I believe got to buck up)
5) Build up my career... (Yeah, this is coming real soon)

I guess, I have to start planning...Which I am in the midst of learning everything. Stuck in myself...Should I maintain what I am going. Or venture...But most important, I guess everyone got to go thru this phrase in life. Its time to think about my career as priority!

Have you sit down and wonder why you will behave in this way? Plastic is the word to categorise people cause you will never know whether that person is real or fake. Some people are just so fake that despite the fact that you got to just accept the truth or just tear the face and tell them, "Come on, stop being so fake! I know every move of yours and the other. I just can't help it the fact that they are always acting infront of me!" I rather be out right telling off my face then doing things behind my back. So fake! I just feel like puking each time...I think I better learn to master this skill of survival.

Anyway, its about time to throw back the things at their faces at times. I don't know but what I can say its about time to leave for good. I guess no regrets to leave this choice of mine but then, what you think its the possible reasons. No more friendship ties...I guess what my aunt told me once...You can't possible to have friends at work place and of course I never believe what she says but for now, I believe with my own eyes. You can't possible have friends at work place. All but just acquaintances. I believe it with my own eyes. There is always not possible to juggle between friends and work. I choose to drift is a wise and ideal choice. It is divided clearly with such a defined line and well, I should just accept it gracefully. I appreciate the fake! Haha...

Its my turn to embark on a new journey in my career with someone there to give me the strength that I needed to ensure that my path will be great! To think positively that I should be accepting each and every new challenge in my life. I am given this opportunity and of course I should hook on to something that I wish and dreamt about.

I will endure till the day the bottle gets filled up...

Was reading Missy Dillemma blog and happy that her bf gave her a sweet surprise! I bet you must be playing with your phone till you forget to reply to my MSN. Anyway, happy birthday to you! Hope all your wishes do come true. Over the last weekend, it was a tiring day for me to have an Educational Tour to Malaysia and its super duper tiring cause the previous night was sleeping at 3am and got to wake up early at 6am to get myself prepared for Malaysia trip. I dread going but then, due to the responsibility that I am holding, there is no choice! Sob! I didn't really enjoy myself but then, what you think, I guess I just drag my feets across the custom and spending my long winding day over at Truely Asia! Haha...

Blue Monday indeed with just leaving the office at only 9pm plus and indeed, I keep telling myself that I should leave the Company and not working OT but then, as times goes by, keep telling myself, its time for me to move on and tag on to the new responsibilities! I learnt the new way now...And of course the future that lies ahead...I am pretty excited...And got to start planning my days...It seems so bleak! Sunday was a day spent with Mr E to Ikea to get the new cupboard to his place. Going to bring my stuffs over to pack! Its great cause most of my things are thrown away! Waiting for the time to come real soon...Here is what I got! Photos will be uploaded shortly....

I having a worst headache or rather migrane now till I feel like vomitting but still I have to get back to my work. Workload is creating a tormenting effect to my health I guess. The moment I feel stress, happy food is the way to keep myself happy. Wrong idea indeed! I guess I shall hit the track soon to get the fats of myself. Any ideas to kill the baby fats on my face? I hate that man! Just the stupid round face of me! I guess it will sags when I grew older and older..Which the fact that I am very old now! Haha...

Anyway just to update you guys that was previously mentioned in my blog that I will say goodbye to FB and blog (not too sure) whether over there can be access. I will be away for Singapore for about 2 years...or even 3 years...Depends on my work requirement. Its going to be a great jump in my career advancement and ensure that I will be able to work hard to achieve what I want now. I guess I am pretty happy to have this opportunity for me and of course I have to thanks to my family and Mr E for their supports and encouragement. I have been thinking thru whether should I take up this offer and well, since the timing is just right for me, I would say that I need alot of learn and to build my portfolio which I believe that I will be able to cope with it. Do visit me if you guys are free! I won't disclose the location till further notice. Not finalised yet! Haha...I can start planning my gathering before I go to the faraway land and will be left all alone! So sad... Do keep me updated about you guys status! I will miss you guys terribily! I guess I will cry when I get to see all the photos about the updates! So sad... :(

I feel that this time round, I am grateful that I have the support that I needed all along to ensure that the path I choose is correct. Well, it might be too early to say that this path is correct but I know that it will be a long winding road for me to take up! But then, I guess I have to start planning everything.... Packing and Packing and Packing! Mr E....If you are reading this, remember to help me to carry the load hor! Haha...Joking...

Recently...Been thinking thru, is losing friends = to having bf...I just realised that by having a bf...you will slowly lose one friend by another...Why those this have to be equated to that? I hate the feeling of that...But then, Mr E was telling me, you will feel that as you age...Thats a bad comparison...I guess it part and parcel of life that we have to go thru all these..So just so be it! Dont even know what am I talking about though.

Time to say good bye.. Panadol is my best friend for the day!

I have a sudden urge to say thankful to Mr E cause with him around..I guess I become lazier with my life and everyone around me seems so exciting for me but I just felt nothing! Something wrong with me. Felt so lost sudden but then, as decision has been made, I just plain ignore about future and work hard in building up my career. I need a great time to sit down and think for my future. I felt so lost about life all of the sudden but then, come to think, its now or never so I just jump into a black cave with no lights ahead but I guess I must make sure I see the path of light ahead of me.

Over last weekend, attended Jasmine's wedding and I must say this little girl really makes all effort for her wedding inclusive of getting the flower petals but lucky we sisters managed to get it for her. And even poppers, she make sure she gets it. I am sure she is happy with the effect that day. Happy to see you getting married and of course all the best to your wedding life and ensure you will be happy forever and be xin fu! Hee..Poor girl, gotten a bad make-up artisite and I believe that she really feels angry but never mind, sister gets things done for you! I guess its  a great wedding function for her!

Hi Guys, just don't feel right this week though. Maybe just the normal mood swings l supposed so. How to curb this? Maybe get some happy food! I am in love with Ben and Jerry Ice-cream lately...Especially the Chunky Monkey. Just wonder when can I have it again and simply can cheer me up! Haha..Sweet tooth indeed!

Celebrated Jasmine's Hen's Party last week and I can say that she really a small girl going to get married, then have her own family real soon. All the best to you Jasmine and hope that NIc will take good care of you which I think he would. Soon she going to move to North le..Less one East person! Anyway don't worry...Remember if you honeymoon, do pop by to look for me! Haha..Video and photos will be uploaded shortly.

Its Thursday and soon, weekend will be another busy week for me! Jasmine wedding dinner...Got to get prepared for her the flowers. Any idea as to where to get the flowers petals? Think shall head to some florist today and check whether they have or not! Poppers and etc....

More photos will be uploaded...Soon I got to say bye bye to blogging world and facebook! Reality will hit me soon!